yeah so how was everyone's night?

i was at home sick. im glad i stayed home, i went to bed at 9 pm last night. and slept for about 11 hours. thats why im up at 8 am today. a miracle, never thought i could see morning till another 3 months. ya kno i was thinking.. the last few days iv spent alot of time w my sister and her soulmate, George (hehe). and i kno chau already said that her friends would do anything for her if she asked. i dont kno, when i was over there like she would ask paul and georgeto do something like open the windows in the dining room and normally when i sat there listenig i thought they'd be all like "ughh.." but they werent. even when they were tired and sittng down theyd go do it. i dont kno, i guess what im trying to say is.. i have very low faith in the human race. i underestimate alot of them thinking they are all lowlife scum bags and are complete little asshole douchebags. im not trying to say i think this already about every human out there, but i *do* have a very low faith level for alot of people. only bc i havent been shown much to WANT to respect people. ok i dont want everyone reading this to think i hate them, bc thats not it. its just.. i havent really been shown much that would make me WANNA be nice to people. hey how bout that.i was thinking about something else too. over the last couple days, i have been lying ALOT to my parents. (making allebyes to go work w george) is it really wrong to lie like that? bc i do it so casually now. i kno its wrong, but what is also wrong is trying to separate sisters. and i know i lie alot to them about where im going, i lie so i can do things they tell me specifically not to do.. like lying saying im over a girl's house till 4 am when im really over a guy's house. but hey im not a little slut, its not like i stay over a different guy's house every weekend ya kno? i dont kno, is what i do really that wrong?.. i was just wondering about that last night before i fell asleep.oh man i cant wait till all this rain goes away. my pool's almost done being cleaned. hey a congradulations to my best friend, danny! he got his driver's licence yesterday! well, tomm's melissa's party. i wont swim but ill sit there on the chair. wow as one can tell i am very bored that i am just ranting on about pointless things in here. hey does everyone like the way i made my journal look? i spent countless minutes perfectng it to be this sexy! Which kind of ocean-side beach girl are you? brought to you by QuizillaYou Have the Power of Teleportation! What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by QuizillaYou have average whoreyness... You are probably atthe same level of physical relationshipmaturity as most people your age or you arecareful about who you are intimate with. Begood. What kind of whore are you? brought to you by QuizillaSexy What word describes you? brought to you by QuizillaYou are the grenade launcher, extremely deadly andknowing you, YES YOU, you would kill yourselftrying to fire it What weapon are you? brought to you by Quizilla